Goodbye?

As it is a New Year, I have a strong feeling that everything that I've onced learned will be erased from my mind. I will forget where I came from, my carvans, my special abilities, what I've done, what I've seen, and what I've heard. Everything that onced mattered will be gone. It will be like it never existed. I sit here on my bed crying and just going over many memories. I really don't want to forget who I am. Verkis says he's doing it for the best. I begged him not to do this and let me do what I has born to do. I know I'm not as strong as I once was after the attck. I guess all I can say is goodbye.

In carvaning memory,

Cyla Vaerketi